Mind plays Tricks to You.

Wouldn't you like to know what's happening to you? Why does that thing comes to your mind every time you're off? Why you aren't able to forget? Why you can't expulse that from you?

That's because you have hate in your soul, in your mind those scenes have found a comfortable, sweet and warm place where they can make you go crazy by placing more pain on you. It's like you brain is setting you up. Traps on every corner, every time you have a moment alone is nothing awaiting for you but pain, sorrow, agony and desperation.
Your mind plays tricks to you, mean and evil tricks and you're falling for them.
But, what is it that you want? What does your mind want you to go for? Revenge....!!! ???
It will never make your pain, frustration and anger go away, it won't heal your wounds. It won't make you feel any better...

Maybe that day your heart died and came back to life only to be killed again, maybe it was meant to suffer.

How could you be sure of that since no one knows why we are here?
Guess you'll just have to wait and see...

Aint this.....

Aint this what you say when you find out that everything is not like you were taught by your parents and teachers? That despite of the good things that could happen to you, the good people you could get to meet and all the good memories you could make with them and all the beauty you could ever find on earth anyway it is full of horrid situations or people who cause them?
Aint this right to say......?

Ye be warned... this is normal

Come on in to find out our deepest and darkest thoughts. If you dare... then you will know why we all hide "behind a crimson door". You will know why we all have a crime to confess. No one is a complete damm devil because life would be hell itself, but definitely no one is a full-time angel either and even the best person you could ever have would be willing to stab your back with some ridiculous excuse just like: "I still love you and that is why I want to punish myself taking some time apart from you..." - and they tell you that right after they cheated on you... A few days ago they promised you eternal love and care the rest of their lives and now they call just to say: you are the shit no more by using some nice words for "not to hurt you" when they already did. Right now the only things they can offer you are pain, desperation and anger. There is anything you can do about that and they know it, you could say that they even enjoy it, because they are thousands of miles away doing who the hell knows what, having a great time dancing "cha,cha,cha" on what they left of your heart meanwhile you crush your head against the floor trying to find out what was that so wrong that you did to get this situation to happen to you. When everything you thought about was make them feel loved, valuable and happy, and now they screwed it and make you think backwards. You should stop crying and still think you are the shit, cause you are. The redemption for you could be in the fact that everyone gets what they deserve and one day life will charge them this for you. That will teach them some manners. And like this too many crimes occur everyday, they dont appear on the news or in the papers, but they do happen and hurt houndreds or maybe thousands of human beings. People cheat, people hurt feelings, people rape and kill for stupid excuses called "reasons" and what do we do about that...? Nothing... ...it is normal.